The Pattern

My blog has by now formed a pattern every other blog is a trilogy of poems which comes up next by then this one is either to feature a movie outline I've made or state something personal. Since I'm still banking on poetry to be stronghold in the literary world I'll give some insight to my poems. On August 14 or 16, 1998 I started writing when I was listening almost into purely pop music and oldies. the poetry I enjoyed reading was Edgar Allan Poe, Robert Louis Stevenson, Robert Frost, Emily Dickinson and Dylan Thomas (too a much less degree). The Beatles lead me to Bob Dylan and Pink Floyd which lyrically impressed me deeply followed by Neil Young and Nirvana. In the early years of the second Iraq War I was in Sinclair Community College (I dropped out due to personal stress in 2005). My experience there expanded my artistic interests. I watched Michael Moore films and listened to Public Enemy also dabbling in the Clash and Rage Against The Machine, so I can't really define myself on the political spectrum but the consequences of the world around me caused me to see the incompetences of The Right, not that I've been blind to what I do not care for in The Left, but I understand what I write will get a political analysis that due to the years of my writing I appear left wing but I am not. I'm a Jehovah's Witness and my views have never aligned with anything else religious or political not that I don't look into other viewpoints, but what I believe to be true in one area or another bars me from political compatibility to any party. Also my dad's love for Fox News was very irritating.

7th Collection of Poetry

To The Renaissance Gypsy Dancers

You presence is a shrine, your body's a temple
I worship and honor even your slightest dimple
If only getting you was half as simple
To give you every pleasure
Is the greatest treasure
I want to know you measure for measure
I want to know you thought for thought
I'd buy you everything if only it could be bought
But at least my heart I brought
I know it's cliche
But I said what I needed to say
Even though it doesn't matter anyway

Trapped Childhood

Sitting upon my window sill
Laying all weak and frozen still
Looking down upon the world below
Finding solitude where I go
A dungeon room is where I dwell
A secret person in his shell
Life below goes on happy
Though I am a mystery
Breaking from this lonely shell
Going where the people dwell
But finding sin in all creation
I must go back to isolation

Lonesome Wolf

Wondering the woods without the pack
A friend and mate is what he does lack
Nothing to do been that way since high noon
Sitting alone in the lonely light of the moon
Lonesome wolf howls to the moon its loneliness
His self-worth is growing less and less
Wondering forever across the northern wilderness
The loneliness leaves him with anger and stress

New Segment

Anyone reading a post on blogspot is always free to make a comment so when or if anyone reads and wants to make a comment I will address the issue. For starter's any question you might want to ask about me feel free and I will answer within reason (I won't being giving out my social security # or anything crazy like that). Or if you want to see more of one type of poem or another it would help me sort out which poems to type first, but don't request of me a type of poem to avoid because I have over eight hundred poems and I don't plan cutting any out.

Volume 6 Poetry

The Show
I need to be loved, I need to be kept warm
So I need to blend in with "norm"
Which requires me to transform
So please allow me to get into character before I perform
Forced in an unfamiliar world to fake shape and conform
Pardon me, but it's time for the show
Got to keep my personality on the down low
It's not the one the crowds' come to know
Everything's fake even before the first hello
But if you want to make friends this is how you go
Despite the friends I lack
You and I can't make a pact
If deceiving is a sin then so is this act
There is no disputing that fact
So all polite insincerity I'm forced to take back

Moral Majority
The Moral Majority
Established its authority
By the power of a gun
It became second to none
Now they keep on telling
Screaming, forcing and yelling
For us to be for what they are for
Self-righteously declaring war
Free to be
Whatever they expect of me
To choose between preaching and practicing celibacy
To be racist offended by jokes that are racy
Letting corporate and special interests buy out democracy
Making the error of every man's rule so easy to see

A Year Looking Back

9/11/01-9/11/02

We must not go into revolution
Peace starts with self-resolution
And finding fighting isn't the solution
To our social mental physical or moral pollution
Everybody has their own notion
On stopping the commotion
Looking for the magic potion
To calm the unsteady ocean
Everybody is in pain and oppression
The world is stunned with depression
Looking for answers in the path of aggression
Putting their pain in repression
We all do all that we can
To look for the plan
That will liberate everyman
But who has the right to reprimand
We are all causalities and causers of oppression
Building support by dividing the natural human nation
Although we seek to call our neighbor our friend
How will this injustice end?
(Daniel 2:44)(Isaiah 2:4)(Revelation 21:3,4)(Matthew 6:9-11)(Ecclesiastes 9:11)

Movie Idea- Strange Bed Fellows

Genre: Romantic Comedy (a Pygmalion by accident)
Characters:
John Palin- Rochester paralegal student moves to Brooklyn for his first job and lives alone for the first time away from his traditional family suburb values
Tera Moore- homeless reforming prostitute who takes offer to live with John Palin to keep him company
Matt Palin- casually indifferent father of John
Mindy Palin- disapproving and over disciplinarian mother of John
Plot: John Palin from Rochester, New York freshly graduated from a community college takes a paralegal job in Brooklyn at the firm of Chapman, Cleese & Jones doing mostly pro bono work defending impoverished defendants. After moving into New York City he walks through Manhattan's Central Park finding a female drifter (and unbeknown to him reforming prostitute) Tera Moore and offers to take her out to dinner and while out offers a place for her to stay (a spare room in his Brooklyn apartment). Out of desperation and the need of a new surrounding she takes the offer to live with him. After some time of living with John her gratitude and respect turn into love and guilt. She gets the need to provide for herself so she can move out and not feel guilty taking advantage of this one nice guy drives her back into prostitution. She gets arrested and receives to her embarrassment John Palin as part of her legal defense and gets her off the charges afterward he is willing to make things honorable by marrying her which she accepts he gets her off the charge.
Scene 1) John's graduation party from college and announces his job offer in Brooklyn
Scene 2) Various family members warn about city dangers and his tendency to trust too many people
Scene 3) His move from Rochester to Brooklyn
Scene 4) Finding a new routine now that he is alone in a new environment disrupting his previous patterns
Scene 5) Arriving at the firm learning the unwritten laws of how to act in front of different workers at the law firm
Scene 6) After work takes a walk in Central Park and meets Tera Moore and takes her out
Scene 7) John and Tera eat a fancy but cheap dinner with Tera talking about her childhood and John offers her a place to stay
Scene 8) After waking up in John's spare room she finds he made her breakfast in bed
Scene 9) First case defending a homeless beggar in a loitering case
Scene 10) First pay check and an office party
Scene 11) John Palin goes to a mall to buy dresses and intimate gifts for Tera to wear to the office party
Scene 12) Tera receives these gifts feeling bad that this man she hardly knows is the first person ever to buy her a gift
Scene 13) John and Tera go to the party as dates
Scene 14) John gives Tera an expensive necklace
Scene 15) John hears his parents Matt and Mindy are going to come over
Scene 16) Tera starts making friends with other office wives and apartment neighbors
Scene 17) Tera's friends help give her a new make over
Scene 18) John wins his first case of the beggar loitering
Scene 19) Parents come by and disapprove of Tera living with him
Scene 20) Tera looks for a job to move out on her own unbeknown to John, to make peace in his family
Scene 21) Tera just falls back into prostitution in secret saving up money to live in another apartment
Scene 22) Looking for a new home alone
Scene 23) John takes Tera out on a second date
Scene 24) Resenting a gift John gets her she ends the date early and go back to the apartment
Scene 25) Back at the apartment tries to figure out what went wrong at dinner
Scene 26) John finds out about her apartment search the next morning when he finds an apartment guide and feels betrayed and deceived
Scene 27) John confronts her and she says she can't live with someone so nice because she doesn't trust nice people because of someone particular in her past was a manipulative charmer
Scene 28) John has a bad day and a bad attitude at work
Scene 29) An awkward night home, very little conversation
Scene 30) Tera alone at night working gets arrested
Scene 31) John wakes up alone and depressed
Scene 32) John finds out at work he is to defend Tera Moore
Scene 33) At the interview with her legal team Tera tells John all the parts of her life that she left out from the time she ran away from home at 17
Scene 34) Court scene with an early dismissal getting the charges dropped
Scene 35) John proposes to her and offers a job as his secretary so she wouldn't feel guilty living with him
Scene 36) A wedding and happily ever after

Fifth Volume of Poetry

Asperger's Syndrome And Autism
Mind's turned on and tuned out
A mystery no one will find out
Fascinated and focused on a distraction
No one can interpret or foretell my reaction
Sometimes seems gifted sometimes dumb
All emotional bridges somewhat numb
Family bonds are the only ones that reach me
Stuck in an alternate reality

Complaints Left And Right
Don't tell me the Bible builds battles
When rock fans march together like tag marked cattle
Don't whine about the prison's injection room
When you evict dead babies from your womb
Don't say you are lower middle class
When you are kissing corporate ass

Don't preach to us your moral lessons
When you lead the hungry masses into oppression
Don't speak of communal loyalty to your corporation
When lay offs and pollution reek across your nation
Don't complain of liberals controlling the media
When you are rewriting encyclopedias

Scriptures
I read John 2:16
The evangelist doesn't seem to know what it means
I read Isaiah 2:4
Just as the general with Bible and gun ran to war
I spoke of the 6th Commandment
As the troops were sent
I read Genesis 2:24
Just as a spouse walked out the door
I read Psalms 139:13-16
As I saw the clinic with an unwed teen
I read Isaiah 11:6-9
And suddenly I felt fine